Not to take anything from her "achievement", but

I've taken shits more impressive than Jessica Watson.

Smooth

Oh, silk. Don't get down on yourself. You're wedding material!

Conditioning

A while ago I was beating off to some really messed up porn. Like, really bad, vicious shit. If I told you what it was you'd leave the blog forever sort of bad shit.

Then I realised that it hadn't always been that way. I'd worked up to that point. My mind had been trained to enjoy fucked up shit because I'd see a fucked up image and wank over it. Like a positive reward sort of thing.

"This looks fucked up, my dick feels good, this = good."

But I don't want to be "that guy" that wanks to weird shit. So what I've started doing is re-programming my brain but beating off to safe, positive images.

Like, check out the images I've bate off (past tense?) to recently:
- Family having dinner.
- Girl with just a normal looking body, smiling.
- A woman graduating from university at the top of her class.

So, yeah, things are good. I've stopped going to prostitutes for a start. Now it's just escorts.

The future is bright.